Monday, December 31, 2012

The Resolute Resolution for 2013...

            What seems to be the greatest dilemma one could ever have is how one should live his life. There are numerous choices and paths. However, not one has a definite sneak peek which we could look into. It was never like a movie CD case where the story is bleakly stated at the back. We are bound to decide and are left to live with what choices we have made – may it be bad or good.
  
            You’d be lucky enough if all the pieces you pick fits perfectly into your grand schema. But, that is to say you are quiet heaven’s favorite. For most of us, we are in a roller coaster. We’ll need to shout because we barely have any idea where the turns and dips will be. But, we just always need to take that big leap of faith.


            Now we are hours away from New Year. It is the date when we are given a made-to-believe new beginning. It’s where there is an abundance of a so-called new chance to re-arrange the path of our life. Seldom do people realize that revisions in our life only start when we act upon it. You can say you’d be different come the 1st day of the year. However, in truth, you just said this because it’s a trending thing to do. There is simply a bandwagon of trying to trick ourselves that the New Year should be a better year for us.

            What we need right now is action – not because it is the New Year. We act because we know there is a need to do so. There is never a need to write it in paper so that we’d have a reminder. This reminder that will simply be a failure to us come the end of the next year as we failed to act on it. We choose our path, make sure that everything happens the way we want it to be, and (if things don't come out as we like it to be) we live with it.

Happy New Year to everyone! Welcome to 2013!

Thursday, December 27, 2012

Moved to blogspot.

I just got a message from a special someone that Multiply's blog feature is already about to finish its existence. It has been greatly a home for so long. Yet, nothing is permanent in this world. Even in the heightened understanding of its aspect, we can never control it when it reaches the fated termination. Only the quiet music of leaving is offered to the eternal rest.

Will you be so happy to learn that life as we know it is created to be destroyed? No, not the idea of the end of the world, that hoax tale made to chill the bones of people upon the arrival of this year and the same story that became a dwindling comedy by the coming end of the year. The life destroyed by age, by sickness or by malcontent. I talk of the life we lived every second. What comes of us upon the halting of breath?

Indeed, it is a journey no one has ever returned. No wondrous stories of dragons and castles has been truthfully told. We are in no way to grasp it until we reach our own. All that we know is that it is written in the stars that every single one of us is doomed to the unwanted promise of oblivion. And for now, though I wish not to leave, I seek a glimpse of its wondrous uncertainty.

The lines are in debt to another entry. For now, I highlight my return to blog spot. I cannot just leave all my creations in multiply and shredded into the eternal trash bin of the Web. So, there it is, a new beginning after every end.


Wednesday, July 11, 2012

And after two years.. I'm back.

It has been long since we've last met. I have just finished reading through you and, after which, I sat down in silence. I peek at some and made a second glance because it seems to be an excitement having to set sight of them once more. This was me in every little sense. The thoughts that turned to words; words that turned to sentences and the sentences that turned to entries. Indeed, this was undoubtedly made from a crazy mind like mine. 

The words here seemed resounding the very story that has caused it. I felt the emotions that have filled every scene that occurred – the laughter, tears and even the sudden pauses. Everything simply seems to be in its proper place. This was indeed me about two years ago and the years before that. I wrote with passion and shared the world what runs inside of me. Then, life, in general, has driven me to create ideas and opinions of it. Never was I ashamed to say what I mean and to mean what I say. For these past years, has this man changed?

I gladly would say NO. The same man stood and wrote this follow up exposition. I may have grown physically, but, inside me is still the kid that wrote all this stuff. Do not take me wrong though. To call myself a kid is never meant to put me down. I am proud to be a kid and will always be a kid – one who wanders and is wondered by the world; one that has no guilt to ask and to answer back; one who has his ideals intact. That is me and I do think that this man would never change.
And, if you are eagerly asking, yes is the answer. I am back – though I have not really left. It is not I if my mind becomes stagnant. I still made fun of the world and played with ideas of life. The smiles have always come after the silence - when I’ve realized life’s lessons. I never left because I never stopped thinking. It was my task as a human person. Thus, I have maintained it. I have simply stopped writing it.
What has actually caused me to stop writing? I actually do not remember now. Probably, I was too busy that I have simply contained it within me. However, after so long, I was awakened one day by this pain and urge. It seems my brain is going to explode if I kept it further. Thus, I am here.
Today, I again walk the same path - to expose the world as I see it. I will again write driven by the passion of my ideals – of the good and the just. I will speak of matters that I deem is needed to be spoken of. Today, I have awakened once more.